Journey of my life

You took hold of me and
I didn't want to let go
You created losses in my life
and though I still want you more
You ended chapters of my life
I felt as if I had no more to spare
I gasp for breath but you were right there in the air.
I pleaded to God
Why?
I just needed to be free
He told me to try
A different aspect of life
A cure for your disease
So I signed, sealed and closed the deal.
You're a wrapped in my life
No more will I feel ill
The time is now
I take back my stripes
I'm writing a whole new book
I'm moving ahead in time
Not giving you a second look
Your controlled over the disaster
In my life which was your design
I'm myself and again with myself
I'm claiming me, all mine!!
This is my journey